sighh..
for those who noe me well, they noe i DUN sighh. no worries, im not influence by anyone. jus feel, demoralised; discouraged; CMI blah.... all sort of -ve thots u can tink of. dunnoe y. i DID studied for my test. mayb i din make good use of my holidays. feel like slapping myself. hmmm, dun feel good. poly is not as slack, as relax as i thot of. seriously, tis is the 1st time im really scared of getting the last postition in class. in my TB10, no matter is PSLE or Os aggregate score, im the lowest in class. can u imagine? argh. hate tis feeling.
my heart really ate lemon today. felt SOOOOO bad. hmmm, called up cindy. den tok to her. felt better. yahs. but when i kept thinking abt the test today when i was on my way to hospital. when i reach the hospital, after hours of chatting wif my dad and bro. felt sooo much better. cos i din really mentioned abt it. really thank God tat He sent His servants to console me. in msn too. thks bro~ though i noe u wun read. yes, u said, trust in the Lord. think less and reflect more. mayb, mayb i really shld do so.
no worries, im fine. after a day of... complaining. grumbling. excuses. need to get myself ready to study the last test on fri. CIP. =)
